Waterfalls

I'm calm now, but I was so furious at the engineer when he abruptly dropped off my stuff the other night while I was out. Granted that was what I asked him to do, but somehow the way he did it (fait accompli + terse text message) was ungracious.

Altogether a disappointing and upsetting way of ending a relationship that was very important to me. My sister says I should have a nice cry but I find it hard to let it out.

At least I'm having a few mental health days right now (tense? who? me?) away from work.

When I woke up this morning I realized I'd had a whole series of rage dreams last nite after going to bed at 9pm. (Yes, I was that worn out.) So I went for a long walk in the park early this morning, and listened to the sound of the little waterfall I found.

I'm beginning to realize that I didn't emerge as unscathed as I thought from this relationship, but it does to know that a cute guy finds you attractive despite all the baggage: 2nd date with A tomorrow! :)